Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Angel

She told me to write something
for some other girl
I am not one of those people who like to
waste time by writing something for some other
girl
I am not a poet, but she asked me
to write a poem
A thing of beauty- John Keats (to hell with john keats)
A thing of beauty is joy forever
I found the thing
A great thing- package of goodness and happiness
So sweet, so beautiful
I swear i cant get her out of my head
Smile for me now
In my life
Angel
Blessed with goodness I am
Am the most glad now
The divine power has sent
for me
I used to think, there's nothing
in my life
Used to think something bigger
the divine has planned for me
The divine planned an Angel for me
The best friend ever
Thanksgiving to the world's best
friend
I don't wanna find anyone
who's better than you
coz you are the best
The poem doesn't rhyme
Yeah! I don't have much knowledge
about these
But then also
THANKS A TON!

Friday, September 28, 2007

Against The Motion...

"A culture takes its form after it has undergone a process of growth over a period of time. This time may extend over centuries or over millennia. As the waves from rivulets or a river deposit the fine and rich alluvial matter alongside its banks and make the bank-side land fertile, so also the surge of wisdom from family, the religion, the philosophy and many more, sources deposits layer upon layer and makes the family or the social soil rich and fertile for the growth of the succeeding generations. This social family soil, formed of fine deposits of reflections, observations, experiences, reforms and practices of great people is congenial for growth and is called culture. As bees from honeycomb move and flit from flower to flower, take essence from them and form tasteful and nourishing honey, even so do the sages, the seers, the thinkers, the philosophers and men of wisdom or ordinary people, who have developed a keen sense of observation. They leave some nourishing honey of utterances, experiences, useful practices, and understanding of many a natural phenomenon and these together make culture.

The Culture is a treasure of collected gems of experiences and wisdom of ages, gifted by a lot many earlier generations. It is the essence of distilled experiences of so many people, carried over a past. It is a reservoir of tried and tested values, norms observances and principles that have taken the form of lifestyles, manners etiquette, folk-lore, celebrations, quotations, festivals and visual and performing arts such as dance, drama, songs. conventions, traditions and even rituals. How the youngster should meet, greet and treat the elders and vice-versa. how one should treat a guest, a neighbor or a friend and how one should respect one's teacher or sage, what and how one should eat and drink or what one should not eat and not drink; at what hour in the morning should one get up and at what hour should one sleep ; what kind or form of dress one should wear; how gents should treat ladies or what manners should each gender observe in the presence of the other-all these and thousand more things are included in the term 'culture'.

Culture has a very wide connotation. It enjoins upon people certain norms to be observed on various occasions, in various relationships and various situations. The older the culture, the wider is its expanse and richer are its contents. Its observances start from the time of birth and last till time of one's last breath. In fact, there is no moment in life for which culture does not ask us to observe a particular rule or follow a particular way and refrain from certain things.

Most of the conventions, traditions, norms and practices-which are a part of culture-have some rationale behind them and have the support of experiences of large number of people who observed over a period of time or who, by violating them saw the negative results. So, every point in a culture is not a dogma or a set of whims and fancies or collection of superstitions or meaningless rituals. It is based on some sound laws of living, told by the ancestors and predecessors. Some of the cultural norms may be necessary for a particular section of humankind, living in a particular geophysical setting or in a particular climatic region and some or any of the conventions and practices may be useful for all and may therefore be of universal nature."

I have not written this. It was a comprehension passage given to us in our english exam. This article stands strongly against my views (Reprobate or Rationalist).
This has put me a sort of dynamic equilibrium. Also it has changed some of my views.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

The Catastrophic theory or whatever it is...

Ok how many of you know about the catastrophic theory or whatever it is??
We had a lesson in our English textbook regarding the same. All about parallel universes and all such fictitious things...FICTITIOUS...are these really fictitious??

I a disbeliever of idol worship..disbeliever of all kinda magic and all such shitty things...I believe in parallel universes and this catastrophiclsnjsvfov......whatever. That's coz i've experienced it myself, i've 'traveled through space and time'(like the scientists say, i m not a scientist).

Here it goes..how i traveled..
Dreams they are the means of 'transport'. I also had a dream. A dream that changed my view of looking at the world, at the whole universe.
" I wished myself 'gudnite n swt drms n sleep well' and went to sleep. I had no idea that the dream would be so sweet. Or rather as i said it became a mode of transport to another place. That place was the FICTITIOUS BHILAI. I was with my parents." Oh how difficult it is to desribe a dream. Anyway lemme continue. "Ok so i was with my parents having a great time. So you would say "what's so special about it?" . To tell you, the moments spent with your parents are the most precious ones. And then i was suddenly watching a movie with them, some very funny movie. I was laughing, smiling and was the happiest with my parents. Sorry sis i couldn't find you anywhere. But i was so happy. I was away from this world full of tension, worry, war and all that. I was so happy. In short, i had escaped from the reality. Well, who doesnt want to??

And then the dream took a phase change. Suddenly i was in 'civic centre'. Its the only developed place in bhilai. Its the best place to just hang out with your friends in front of 'hari raj' and 'crazy cool'. I was with my best friends. Yeah they are so many. I, Nitish(NTG- Nitish The Great (his trademark)), Unmesh, Shashank, Ankur, Anshuman, Kumar . Then there was Ambareesh, Saurabh, Nitin (both of them are cartoons). You would never find a person who is funnier than these two.Ok i tell you one odd thing. Only we were there at the so called 'civic centre' and nobody else was there. So we owned the place for a few moments. PROUD OWNERS!!!
We all were just hanging around. Abusing each other like anything(thats quite normal, we dont mind), laughing at each other, laughing at each other's foolishness. Running here and there chased by the rangan. Haah. Then suddenly...( gosh m using the word third time, but in dreams everything is sudden)...i dunno how but i thought about my cell phone. I put my hand in the pocket to search for it. So i couldn't find it. I couldn't find it. I was shocked. And i was back in my bed.... eyes wide open...realizing that i had kept my cell phone beside me (alarm, u know). And so its the proof. My cell phone. It was lying where it was. I didn't take it to the FICTITIOUS BHILAI. But i took myself rather the dream took me to the parallel BHILAI.

And so here ended the dream. I was back in the animosity full world thinking how lucky i was to get a glimpse of the beautiful world, a world which does not exist but still exists. And so now i everyday wish that i travel to such world umpteen number of times. Away from every kind of problem, every kind of insecurity.
(I cudnt think of any ending better than this. will update when i get better command on my english. by the way i m not at all obnoxious about my english. i've got less than 70 in english out of 100. so i m proud of it hahahahahaha......) .

Monday, August 27, 2007

Reprobate or Rationalist

Well I have so many things to say. Ok to start with why do we have religions in this world?? Any answers?? Why do we have so many languages in this world?? Who created these religions and divided the people...divided the whole world...rather shattered the world into so many pieces...I m not here to turn you up against anything..I m here just to rationalize the things. U may cosider me as a reprobate..i dont mind..i just want to express my feelings about the topic which is the main reason for the division of Hindus and Muslims..ok why to say hindus and muslims...why not muslims and hindus??..does it make any difference???..

I just want to meet the person who created so many religions....I want to ask him what was the purpose behind this shit..RELIGIONS ARE SHIT...yes that's what I think...Why is the foolish idol worship prevailing now also when great leaders like Raja Rammohun Roy abolished it years ago...The political leaders in the name of religion are making the whole world nothing but a heap of garbage full of blood. Yes blood. Killings, extortions, rapes, kidnappings, murders and all that violence. This is what we hear in the news these days..."The world in peace"..Nobody will remain alive to hear this news. Pity!. The world will hence rest in peace when we te bloody fucking human beings die away..leaving the world a waste to get destroyed into the sun. Oh I just hope this moment comes soon. I m eagerly waiting for this moment..

Yes you must be asking of what religion i m...I m unfortunately a hindu....unfortunate not because i m a hindu but because i have a religion..Why do people donate money to god?? They say god has everything but they donate money to him. Why do we have a separate room where the god is kept?? (i.e the foolish meaningless and worthless idol). They say god is everywhere. Instead if those rich people donate some of it to a begger, who is starving for food, wouldn't that be a great deed, a good deed rather an excellent deed which a man will do.

Also i have seen some people who think the whole world is made for them and is affected by their presence. Seen some people who think the whole world speaks only their language and they will speak the same language with the whole world. The bloody linguistic chauvinism....
I look forward for a new country named 'world' with no religion, one common language and a country where there's equality.
This is it..