After a long time I'am thinking again and after a long time i am writting again. Well, a very happy and prosperous new year to all those whom i hadn't wished on the 1st.
This mathematical figure 18 seems to have a lot of importance in everybodys life. Huge figure!. Perhaps i came to know this just now because i recently turned 18. 18 on 17th. Damn! how did I turn that old?
18 years and 5 days of experiencing 'life'. Starting from the day when i was born-
17th January 1991- I never knew why i came into this world. I opened my eyes and saw the most beautiful face i'd ever seen. No, not the nurse. My mother One of the best birthday gift i'd ever had till date. Then i saw my dad. Very strong as he always is and will always remain. Strong at his principles and discipline. He also has amazing bisceps. Then my very cute and sweet sister. I miss you sis. May be they all were smiling and i was crying. And like all babies i was also cute heheh :P. The photographs tell so. I was a mentally retarded baby (like all babies :P). No sense about sense LOL :D
Slowly and gradually (as it happens factually) i grew. Every 365 days and I used to grow an inch or two taller. And now, after 6210 days, my 11 inch head rests on a 4 feet 8 inch body (slim though) making me 5 feet 7 inches in height. A good height according to me, but it could have been better.
6210 days taught me a hell lot. From being introvert to a lil bit less introvert. Am still a bit introvert. My parents and my sister playing the most important roles in grooming me. Mom and Dad taught me about the goodness of life, the importance of 'life', the importance of existence. They helped me to think selflessly (still, am a bit selfish). My sis, we used to fight like anything, but i loved her and i love her and i miss her (she is out of India) Taught me about basic aesthetics, ethics, ettiquetes. Not to make sound while chewing, Eating with right hand, serving with left hand. Man! they taught me so much. Taught me to think rationally. Taught me the difference between right and wrong, good and bad. Taught me discipline and to live a life based upon some ethics and principles. They taught me about culture, taught me not to fear anything.
And this 'senselessly retarded' baby gained some sense. He started thinking and turned into an atheist. :P A disbeliever of idol worship and those foolish prayers. Baby ne kuch zyada hi sochna chalu kar diya tha..:P. My mom will always be sad for all this. But even i couldnt help turning into one. But being a good person by nature is more important. Right mom? If there is a god, then for me, he/they would be my parents, my sister and all my closest friends, from whom i learnt to live, and from whom i've always got support. I'll always have respect for them.
I love you mom, I love you dad, I love you sis, I love you jiju, I love all of my best friends.
Thank you everybody for making me.
22/01/2009.
